Swear To Shake It Up...

well it is valentines day and yeah.
i havent talked to jake yet today
but i love him
and yeah
i hate valentines day
its depressing

well yeah im going out with jake and i love him and all but he lives in colorado and like hes coming in may and hes gonna find a house in coventry but if he doesnt then i gotta brake up with him when he has to go back to colorado but if he doesnt then i dont have to but i love him soo much and all i think about is him and i cant wait till he comes and yeah. we have been going out since the 22nd and i love him so frickin much but i didnt get to talk to him online today because hes a retard and he didnt sighn on. geez i miss him even after a day and i hate it i love him so much but wuteva! anywaysss. ummm im really bored right now and yeah.

today is thanksgiving and im not having anyone over its just me jackie james my mom and my dad but in better new i have a boyfriend!! his name is troy and he asked me out and yeah i lovee him and im glad that we are going out and stuff so yeah =] and his aim profile's name is i love livi yeah so mine is Livi! [rocks] yeah i lovee having a boyfriend again it makes me feel happy but yeah but i got called fat by jackie k and alyssa p whatever they are bitches anyways =]

yess today i finaley got my digital camera i guess you could say that today was a pretty fun day i had kate over and i got my camera im in a good mood and i dont think that anyone can ruin that for me right now we had a math test today and i think i got a good score on it =]and this guy named troy asked me who i was dating these days i feel pretty

yeah well today we got report card and stuff and i got a lot of C's and stuff but whatever today school was ehh okay i really wanna hang out with kate today so im gonna call her soon =] hopefulley shes home but yeah ryan said a whole bunch of nothing to me today and omg is he too much of a pansey to say anything to me seriously i dont care about him and vicki well okay i do but whatever!! that doesnt mean that he cant talk to me anymore seriously god hes annoying but whatever i can find someone new

alright well i havent updated this thingy in a while and i am absolutly horrible. the friggin person i adore [ryan] is going out with one of my friends vicki and i hate it because i like hime so much like no one knows hes so sweet funny and hotttt but now hes going out with my friend and im soo sad like its crazy but anyways one of my friends emily, died her hair brown like mine it is so annoying and she is too sometimes but before school started i had to put my adorable dog named winnie down because she was old i love her and always will =[ and this ss project is giant and i dont know what im gonna do so yeah my life is confusing between school and friends i love music and stuff i think its like the only thing that keeps me from going frickin crazy because music is fuckin life =]

omg i am so scared on tuesday it is going to be 6/6/06 666!!! the devil omg <oh my GOSH scarrryyyy but yeah i think my mom thinks im fat because shes like dinner wont be ready for an hour so i was likie then can i have a yogert? and shes like how about you have a big glass of water theres no calories in there GOSH WELL MOM IM SORRY IF IM NOT AS SKINNY AS YOU GOSH U DONT HAVE TO PICK ON ME BECAUSE IM FAT wow i think she thinks im fat and shes MY MOTHER! wow what an idiot she acctualley made me cry because i think she thinks im fat and i think im fat so it isnt kool when your mom thinks your fat

alight so marina is mean. i read her shirt outloud in gym and it said thanksgiving turkey shoot out and she was like well livi at least i can play and i was like omg marina and then i started to run after her and shes like oh you wish you culd run as fast as me ohh and i was like omg marina stfu and then she said that I was all drama i was like marin aomg you frwacked out on me because i read your shirt omg and now like yeah and i dont wanna make up with her

omfg i hate everything and alex mancino is gay.

yeah so today i went to my friends house that lives in south windsor and it was fun he is sooo hott = )yeah and like i like him a lot i just dont wanna ruin our friendship lol but yeah hes hott and it seems like he likes me but we could never last beacuse we live in different towns but whatever im kinda tired so yeah